Ex

I've started to admit to myself that I do miss my ex boyfriend. I'm not saying that he was the love of my life, or rater I do hope he wasn't, because then I wouldn't have anything to look forward to. But I miss him.

There were certain things about that guy that I appreciated, so now I'm looking at men I meet and trying to figure out if they are anything like him. The guy had feeling. That's not something you can learn. I just need to get a friendly hug by a man to know. If he treats me like a piece of wood..

None of my former boyfriends were mean. I can easily imagine what it would be to share my time with a mean person. Terrible.

I guess all single men do the same. They compare all women they meet with their exes. I'm sure I'm not behaving like any ex. Especially not when I stare at them trying to figure out how they are...