The Robbie boy makes me think about boys

Robbie Williams was in a sitcom. He is one of my favorite singers. I like his songs and his voice.
Seeing him on TV made me realize what I like with his appearance. He looks like a boy! (I'm not saying that he is my type, but he is a bit cute. Although he seems to be a bit childish)

I believe I'm looking for that boy I used to be in love with when I was a little girl or rather a boy that I would have liked as a little girl.

Some men are really focusing on their role as dads. It's great! But I'm not looking for a dad. They talk about their children and then I imagine them together with my kids. I see complications and problems.

Some men say bad things about their wives. They seem to hate women. I'm a woman! If they didn't understand their wives why would they understand me then?

Some men drive motorbikes and believe they are cool. They just make me think about men in large crowds at a football game where people tend to behave like flock animals without any intelligence. Good to have as a companion if there is a nature catastrophe or in a war, I guess.

I'm looking for a grown up boy that this grown up girl could fall in love with. But not really actively, it would be nice if he came in my way...somehow