Christmas evening is approaching, or the morning

Why do I want Christmas to be perfect this year? I'm not a perfectionist.
Normally Christmas is for the kids in my family, buying presents in order to make them happy. This year I feel like I'm making Christmas for my parents. To give them the Christmas close to what they would like to have. I'm even trying to lay the table in a way that will make them happy. Maybe I want to show they that they don't need to worry about me.

There is still things that needs to be fixed. But I need to get some sleep too.
Have a nice Christmas!!! Whatever kind of Christmas you happen to have..