My plan

My plan is to stay single for ever. I will enjoy not having to cook, not having to share, not having to compromise. I don't need to learn to play golf if I don't want to. I don't need to learn yoga if I don't feel like it. I don't need to be social to anybodies family who might not like me, isn't that something to envy?
I can do whatever I want. I don't need consider anyone else's wishes or plans. And I'm turning into an old woman, so soon I can travel anywhere I want without being afraid of being raped. Old women are invisible. Nobody has the right to tell me what to do or to criticize me. If anybody does, I don't need to care. An old woman can be how crazy or stupid as she wants. I don't need to ask anyone before I buy something. I can buy whatever I think I can afford. It's up to me.
I'm going to take that idea out of my head, that I will meet someone. I don't need anyone. This is my life. Others have theirs.